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The RealizationLooking at my life now,The Realization
I realize more how much I need you.
It seems no one will listen to me
Or give me the time of day.
He doesn't even want to spend time with me anymore.
He has 'better' priorities, he says.
Why can't you appear when I need you like you did in the past and life you do in my dreams?
I regret hurting you.
I regret loving you and not being able to show it.
But there's one thing I don't regret,
Meeting you.
His kisses aren't like yours.
He doesn't look into my eyes like you did.
He probably doesn't even know what color they are.
H
by ~LadyX
Princesses Do Wrong TooI had your heart in my handsPrincesses Do Wrong Too
And instead of being gentle with it,
I dropped it on the floor,
Not just once or twice but many times.
I didn't believe you when you said you loved me
Cuz no one has said it to me and meant it.
I was a Princess and treated you like a servant,
Instead of the Prince that you are.
by ~LadyX
ContemplatingSo many thoughts running through my head right now.Contemplating
I don't know if I should still miss you, I don't know if I should still care so much.
You were the only one that understood me and 'got me' when I said anything.
You told me he wouldn't be good enough for me but I didn't listen.
I was selfish.
I wanted something I thought I couldn't get.
A little challenge.
But in the end, I don't think it really matters,
Life is too short to be with someone who treats you like shit,
Someone who puts you second to anything,
Somone who would rather look at any other girl in the world except
by ~LadyX
Just FriendsI guess it's good we stay the way we areJust Friends
Cuz if we were just friends,
the temptation would get me in the end.
But there's always the other hand tell me to have you in my life.
If not as a friend, than to be your wife.
You were my first love,
The one I will compare every boyfriend I will ever have to.
I try and try to get you back
But this time it's you who turns on me.
I know I've made mistakes, but who hasn't?
It's better to have loved than lost than to never love at all.
I just wish we could've won.
I know it's too late but that doesn't change my mind,
by ~LadyX
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- Current Residence: Schenectady, NY
- Interests: Boyfriend *John* (1-5-03) , my son Brandon, writing, our new baby coming soon! (*1*4*3*)...
- Favourite movie: Dirty Dancing, Silence of the Lambs, 8mm
- Favourite band or musician: Staind, Bush, Flaw, Alice in Chains, Taking Back Sunday, No Doubt
- Favourite genre of music: Depressing yet uplifting lyrics preferably by Aaron Lewis .
- Favourite artist: Aaron Lewis
- Favourite poet or writer: my ex *kc*
- Shell of choice: band/ playboy shirts, Tripp pants
- Wallpaper of choice: Pix of idols
- Skin of choice: tattooed/pierced up
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- Favourite cartoon character: Trent from Daria
- Personal Quote: *i know you'll be the sun in somebody elses sky but y cant it be mine?*
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and if i did it was because that's how you always talked to me
you talk about a frown
it's imaginary since it's the one no one ever see's
if you're so sad then you should have
made changes and took steps to prove that
rather than screw up so bad
and make choices with options you don't have
i can't say much except you're such a dumb ass
how am i to believe any words you speak
let a lone a syllable that comes out of your mouth
how are you going to bring a baby in this world
when you still live in your boyfriends parents house?
get an apartment it wont tear apart this
that you say you love him but turn around and write that shit(all the 8th's)
you still want to be a princess to bad i don't give a shit less
i'm just pissed that you're doing this to someone so innocent and harmless
i hoped the baby was healthy since it has no prior charges
but you, oh god, i can't believe the shit i've read
you're incapable of taking care of yourself
this is an action that should have stayed undone and unsaid
you sick bitch you need some fucking help
accident? bullshit you must have stopped taking the pill
just for this so you wouldn't lose him
when you've said before you knew you will
the moral of the story is
don't be welfare mother with a new kid.
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yes i'm bored so i've come to
OMG!quick run at me!
u always liked red more
hmmm
oh, and Ta Ta..
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think about that for awhile... hope u like dev.ART and now u and catherine can talk of how you both did/are doing the same things.. and i don't think i want to talk to either of you.. i wont read your shit because it's not my place.. and i gotta think that there's no reason for me to read/listen to your lies anymore than i have already in text or other so if u feel the need to try to talk to me on here to? that's fine you'll get the same responce as in the e-mails that i delete and the IM's i click ignore as much as possible and if i had seen you out somewhere the ignoring that would go on there to.. to me, with those things you've said.. pfft.. fuck that... to me you do not exist anymore. you fuct up, and i finally decided not to stand by and take it.. so get mad some more or whatever it is you do, and then go tell catherine i never loved her and anything else that tickles your fancy.. i do not give a fuck.. nor a proper fuck...but since u joined in effort to get me to talk to u this is all u succeeded in.. i talked.. wasn't pleasent i suppose but i talked.. there it is.. take it for what it is.. something i'm learning to do.. take lies for lies and not give a second chance to those who've done things to not deserve them.. ta ta..
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